On Boxing day and close to a new year, I
think a little self-reflective post is in order. The end of a year is always a
good time to enjoy what has passed, and dream of what is to come, and I feel it
is a shame that I never really take the time to think enough about what has
changed – around and within me – in the year. We should all give a few moments
to think back on what we have achieved, what we have gained, and what we have
lost.
Now that I have (two) blog(s), I have a
good excuse to sit down and do this thoroughly and share it with anyone who
might feel the same, or different – likewise, I urge you all to do the same!
The best way to search your soul could be to tell others about yourself,
explain your thoughts, describe your history, and illustrate your dreams.
In this post, I will not torture you by
going through all or most of my calm, not very eventful life. I only want to
focus on a single thing: my development
as person in this world. So, this will be both about how the way I view the
world has changed, and how this new perception has influenced me as a person.
The University of Bristol (where I began to
study this semester) has a barely noticeable tab on its student webpage that
encourages students to pursue what they call a Personal Development Plan (PDP), which aims to – through rigorous reflection and self-evaluation – evoke
the student’s strengths and weaknesses and to produce a plan to help the
student promote his/her talents and work on his/her shortcomings. This all
sounds very good, but the whole purpose of it, they say, is to enhance the student’s employability –
to make one more attractive on the job market.
I wouldn’t object to that! But, I have had
a hard time motivating myself to go through all that paperwork to tick squares,
rate my confidence in a set of skills from one to five, make up some sort of
plan of how to improve a prioritised bunch of my weaknesses. I have never been
much for reflection, I admit, and this system is not helping at all.
Then, a week ago, or so, I went to a small reunion of old International Baccalaureate (IB) graduates. The official aim of the
‘meeting’ was for us graduates to give feedback on the programme, now that we
have had some experience of university life. The heads of the IB wish to know
how the IB has helped its graduates to make their way in the world after
completing the programme.
However, I think this meeting more helped
myself realise how much the IB has
changed me as an individual and as a part of this world. As the name
suggests, the IB is an international programme designed to prepare the students
well for university or college education. It is a strict, academic and
therefore also very formal programme, with a challenging curriculum aiming to
truly test the students’ mettle. However, the IB also aims to shape the
students into ‘better people’. This is perhaps the key objective of the IB: not
to sort out the best students through heavy assessment, but to strive to make
every student a stronger individual that can contribute to our world in its own
way. This can be seen in the IB’s mission statement:
To this end the organization works with schools, governments and international organizations to develop challenging programmes of international education and rigorous assessment.
These programmes encourage students across the world to become active, compassionate and lifelong learners who understand that other people, with their differences, can also be right.
Two out of three sentences are about
student development, which envelop the single point on assessment. This is a
thousand times more inspiring than the university’s PDP! A large part of the IB
experience is about individual development – in contrast to the PDP: a small
note as a bracket to those who might be interested in doing the work
themselves!
So, what I want to talk about now is in what
ways the IB has made me into this ‘better world member’, if at all. For that, I
will use the IB learner profile as a template. It is essentially the
same as the mission statement, but expressed as ten qualities of an ideal IB graduate. It states that IB learners
strive to be:
- Inquirers
- Knowledgeable
- Thinkers
- Communicators
- Principled
- Open-minded
- Caring
- Risk-takers
- Balanced
- Reflective
Each of these qualities has a more
exhaustive description to it. I will quote each and in turn give my thoughts as
to whether the IB has evoked it in me or not.
Inquirers
They develop
their natural curiosity. They
acquire the skills necessary to conduct inquiry and research and show
independence in learning. They actively enjoy learning and this love of
learning will be sustained throughout their lives.
Lamentably, I must say the IB has reduced severely for me. The problem
with the IB is that it demands considerable depth of knowledge in a very wide
range of topics. This tends to amount to just too much information to keep in
my head, so the IB forced me to think more cynically about what I decide to
learn, so that I know what I need to answer as many questions as I need with as
much depth as I can manage – and nothing more.
The IB has effectively smothered most of
the (little) natural curiosity I had, except for in biology (and that is only
certain areas in biology; I cannot stomach genetics, and do not enjoy
biochemistry much at all). In all other areas, I put considerable effort into
screening out what I will not need to learn, when I could use it to try to
learn more than is required. But, in the IB, reading outside of the syllabus
hardly gives you any advantage, except perhaps material for home-written
essays.
The Extended
Essay (EE), a large research essay every IB student is required to write in
one of his/her chosen subjects, is probably the only part of the programme that
really engaged me. Indeed, it flamed a lot of enthusiasm and eager to research
more. This was also the point where we were to show “independence of learning”.
For the EE, I developed a theoretical model for the energy budget of Tyrannosaurus rex as a hypothetical scavenger, where I asked if it had been more
efficient for T. rex to have been warm- or cold-blooded. This sounds incredibly
weird and nerdy, and it was! And I loved it! The extent to which I enjoyed the
Extended Essay might even be the key reason why I chose to study paleontology.
Still, overall, the IB has killed off the
majority of my interest in learning. The demands on depth and breadth of
knowledge are even greater now at university, so I am forced to think even
harder about what is actually useful to learn about and what selection of those topics I want to explore in-depth.
This is what the IB did to me, and I doubt
the university will be able to mend the damage, if not exacerbating it.
However, I do have hope that this new-found revelation about the reality and
urgency of the global crises we are facing can restore my will to learn more
and explore beyond what is useful to know.
Knowledgeable
They explore
concepts, ideas and issues that have local and global significance. In so
doing, they acquire in-depth
knowledge and develop understanding across a broad and balanced range of disciplines.
As explained above, the IB has indeed
helped me develop this skill.
Thinkers
They exercise
initiative in applying thinking skills critically
and creatively to recognize and approach complex problems, and make
reasoned, ethical decisions.
Here, the IB has really made a splendid
job, would say. Before the IB, I was useless at analysing statements, concepts,
problems etc. I was exceptionally weak in literature analysis. The Theory of Knowledge (ToK) course
changed that. ToK is a subject unique to the IB, and one that all IB students
must take as a part of their core syllabus (i.e. it is not optional as the
other subjects, from which you choose six). It is all about challenging what
you are being taught in the regular subjects, by applying critical,
philosophical reasoning; it is about identifying problems, in particular
situations as well as in our everyday life, and to try (try) to find a creative solution, ideally one that works. So,
basically, ToK is questioning everything (including questioning whether there
is any point in questioning the thing in question!) in a rational way,
identifying problems, drawing out every possible viewpoint, comparing and
evaluating, and – if possible – suggesting a solution to the problem.
Now, I have noticed many don’t get that the
essential meaning of ToK is to identify problems and try to solve them. Instead, once they realise one can question more
or less everything, they start doing just that and nothing else. It kind of
makes you feel big when you can confront anyone by questioning existence,
rights, free will, etc., but that does not help you or the world in the long
run. Indeed, the first step to solving a problem is to identify it, so being
doubtful about everything you hear – within
reasonable limits – is a useful skill for any thinker. However, stopping
there leads nowhere; you must proceed to step two: imagining every feasible way
of solving the issue, and finally evaluating them to find which is the best.
Only then is your thinking useful to the world.
The quality description speaks of decisions
that are both reasoned and ethical. This is because they rarely go hand in
hand; often, what is rational and what is ethical are each other’s opposites.
This is because the former is based on logic, the latter on subjective
opinions, and these tend to be in conflict – why that is, is another
interesting topic of discussion, but I won’t go into that now. When making a
decision, we are often split between what is practical and what is ‘right’. If
a man is standing in your way in a narrow staircase, it would be practical to
pull him down, but that would risk injuring or even killing him, for the sake
of slight convenience; I would be afraid to meet anyone who does not consider
that unethical. Thus, we need balance
between what is rational and what is ethical when we make decisions that
affect others. This is what the description above refers to.
Sorry for that long account for ToK, but
you will see that this course has influenced most of the remaining qualities
below, so I thought I might as well explain it fairly thoroughly. (There is
much more to ToK than this, but what I have said so far are the essential
bits.)
Communicators
They understand and express ideas and
information confidently and creatively
in more than one language and in a variety
of modes of communication. They work effectively and willingly in collaboration with others.
It is not up to one person to solve the
world’s issues: we need each and every one of us to work together if we are to
achieve great things. This is why it is crucial to be a good communicator, both
in terms of listening to others, and
helping them understand one another.
It is not about speaking the same language, but about helping us all see
everyone’s points of view. One could say that the purpose is to be a mediator
so that everyone can be at the same level of understanding.
But why is that important? Why do we need
others to understand our opinions? For some, it might seem obvious, but perhaps
not to others. Mutual understanding is a prerequisite
for agreement. The other way of
making people respect your view is by coercion – by violence and threats!
Indeed, a majority of world conflicts, religious ones in particular, have been
caused partly by lack of understanding. If we want to reduce disputes, at any
scale, peacefully, helping the participants understand each other brings us one
step closer.
In my case, the IB was very helpful in this
respect. ToK opened my mind to the importance of understanding, the broad
syllabi have given me more general knowledge to help me understand more points
of view, and the courses overall helped develop my repertoire of expressions
and ways of communicating with others. Being surrounded by wonderful people
from all parts of the world both widened my cultural understanding and made me
less shy to talk to people I am less familiar with.
Principled
They act with
integrity and honesty, with a strong
sense of fairness, justice and respect for the dignity of the individual, groups and communities.
They take responsibility for their
own actions and the consequences that accompany them.
The first bit is indeed difficult to
promote in students through an academic programme. I would say that such traits
are more influenced by one’s upbringing and the people you meet in your life.
At least, I feel this is the case for me; the IB did not change much on this
point. If anything, it was the friends I spent time with that enhanced these
characteristics in me. However, I am not saying that I am lacking in this
aspect – my parents raised me well, I think – but before and after the IB, not
much changed.
The second point is easier to relate to the
IB, since it is a very strict programme. You learn to take responsibility when
the decisions you make have clear consequences. If you do not study, you will probably
do poorly or terribly on the exams. If you ignore the rules, you will be
punished accordingly. Not that I did any of that, though, haha! Once again, the
IB did not show me anything I did not know already. If anything, it rather
taught me that there needs to be a balance between studying and other
activities (including relaxing and having fun); studying a decent amount every
day means you can do excellently without extreme effort and without falling ill
for going too far.
Open-minded
They understand and appreciate their own
cultures and personal histories, and are open
to the perspectives, values and traditions of other individuals and communities.
They are accustomed to seeking and
evaluating a range of points of view, and are willing to grow from the experience.
The IB has certainly opened my mind. This
is vastly thanks to ToK, but also thanks to the international atmosphere of the
programme. With the classroom a mix of different cultures and traditions,
various points of view can emerge, enriching discussions, and the respect for
good friends can translate into respect for their values and ideas. We are also
more than “accustomed” to exploring and comparing different points of view – it
is almost second nature to us!
With the risk of offending some, in which
case I do apologise sincerely, the reason I accredit this open-mindedness to
the IB programme is that many non-IB students strike me as remarkably stubborn
and reluctant to understand others’ values and opinions. However, among the
stubborn people I know, their close-mindedness chiefly shows in matters that
are not very important, such as discussions about history. For example, I keep
hearing people denouncing the way Germany was treated after the First World
War. Simplifying their line of reasoning, they say that if the victorious
powers had made a more lenient peace treaty, Hitler would not have come to
power in Germany. Having studied the inter-war period heavily in history, and
knowing a bit about Hitler’s rise to dictatorship, my head almost explodes with
factors that (a) made a lenient treaty impossible in practice or undesirable
and (b) could have enabled Hitler to achieve absolute power by other means. I
gave them a simple argument like reminding them that the people had just
experienced the most dreadful war in history, with millions of casualties and
more families destroyed. The victorious powers were democracies, and therefore
subject to the will of the people, which at that time was blind with grief and
fury over the war that they blamed on Germany (much due to government
propaganda), and therefore wanted revenge; the victorious powers were also
exhausted, economically and militarily, so a treaty where Germany pays for
their debts, gives them material to rebuild their country, and reduced the
German threat to an army of maximum 100 000 men, which in addition makes their
own people content, is of course very attractive. Having this in mind, I am not
surprised at all that what happened happened – it seems inevitable. Stupid, in
the long run, yes – but nevertheless inevitable. It is when, after all this, I
hear things like “well, they should have known better anyway” that I give up…
Caring
They show empathy, compassion and respect towards the needs and feelings of others. They have
a personal commitment to service,
and act to make a positive difference
to the lives of others and to the environment.
Just as about being principled, this trait
depends much more on how you are as a person and how you were raised. It can,
of course, be influenced, for example by making friends that mean a lot to you,
that you respect and feel empathy and compassion for.
It is perhaps even odd to try to achieve
this in an academic education, but the IB has another unique feature aimed at
the development of the individual: CAS,
which is an acronym for Creativity,
Action, Service. Students are required to fulfil 50 extracurricular hours
of work under each of these categories. Creativity usually involves artistic
work, some project, or other things – if you are creative, you can think of
more things to do! Action is chiefly about exercise, which is essential for
every person’s well-being. Service is for the student to do some form of unpaid
voluntary social work; this is where the last sentence of the description
relates. CAS also requires the student to keep a log, counting the hours,
showing evidence, and reflecting over achievements. Monitoring and evaluating
your progress is dull, and might take all the fun out of it, but can be an
important skill later in life.
I did almost all my service hours as an
instructor in karate to a group of
beginners (and I often substituted for the instructor of the medium-level
group, which rarely was able to attend). It gave me invaluable experience in
planning and being pedagogical, and, perhaps at some level, it also made me
more compassionate, since I have gone from preferring to ‘torture’ my trainees
with heavy exercise to rather convincing them with words to themselves make
sure to work hard, as it will make everything easier in the future. Still, this
change is not at the scale the IB had in mind, probably, so I must judge my
care as having been largely unaffected by the programme.
Risk-taker
They approach
unfamiliar situations and uncertainty with courage
and forethought, and have the independence of spirit to explore new roles, ideas and strategies.
They are brave and articulate in defending their beliefs.
In this aspect, I am not sure if the IB has
affected me at all, or negatively. The syllabi were always crystal clear, both
in terms of what we needed to know and how we were to be assessed. This made it
easier to study effectively and purposefully.
Now, at university, the lecturers give us
more of an overview of what they expect us to find out more about. To draw an
analogy, we could say that they tell us there will be a test on lakes, show us
to a lake, and tell us to jump in and see what we can find. We are more or less
left in the blank, expected to either study like freaks or just guess what
might come up on the exam. It is the same thing with home-written assignments
or essays: they give us a title and a word limit, and that’s it – no mention of
what they expect in terms of breadth, depth, specificity, originality, etc. In
the case of home-written assignments, you can just do your best and learn from
the feedback they give you, but it is not that easy with exam essays, where you
need to know precisely what to write as son as you have read the questions, so
you really need to have anticipated it and prepared accordingly.
I am not keen on facing this challenge; I
have a plan, but I am afraid of the many ways in which it could fail. Thus, I
would not regard myself as a risk-taker. Approaching the unknown has rarely
appealed to me, so I do not know if I have actually gotten worse since the IB
or am about the same. And, actually, the IB has made me more keen to “explore
new roles, ideas and strategies” in some ways and cases, so I guess I could say
I have improved in some areas.
Defending my beliefs has never been much
important to me, since I frankly am not bothered if others do not share my
beliefs. It could be that I am open-minded enough to appreciate that there are
always different opinions, and that opinions are not more than opinions, and
most do not matter enough to cause a fuss over them. Funnily, if you think
about it, there is really no need to ‘defend’ you own beliefs unless you are
not certain about them: you opinions are your opinions, and no one should be
able to convince you otherwise unless you have doubts in the first place, or
unless there are some points you have not yet considered.
Don’t
get me wrong here! I am not encouraging you to be
stubborn! What I am saying is that if you have though your opinion through
carefully, and made your decisions, don’t
let others offend you for your point of view. If they claim you are wrong,
calmly ask them why, and if they can convince you, gracefully accept their
view, but do not be angered. They are probably not trying to assault you
personally; and, if they are, do not let them get to you – be strong inside! Thus,
I would not say that being a risk-taker involves defending your own beliefs;
rather, it should involve daring to have your beliefs scrutinised and not being
afraid to approach situations where your beliefs may come to question, and then standing up for them.
To conclude, anyway, I am definitely not a
risk-taker at the moment, so I definitely need to work on this limitation,
especially if I am to engage in major issues of today!
Balanced
They understand the importance of intellectual, physical and emotional
balance to achieve personal well-being
for themselves and others.
I learned this during my time in the IB; I
could notice the change clearly somewhere mid-way through the programme.
Though, it was not CAS that showed me the importance of balance – although it
is one of its key aims – but, rather, the workload that overwhelmed me at a
point, after which I realised I needed more rest to be able to continue. Now, I
am rarely overwhelmed by schoolwork, thanks to good planning and healthy
‘laziness’. It feels good and assuring that I know when to stop before it goes
too far, and that I actively strive to exercise more and more – the only thing
that hinders me is really all those bleeding colds I keep catching every now
and then!
Reflective
They give
thoughtful consideration to their own learning
and experience. They are able to assess
and understand their strengths and
limitations in order to support
their learning and personal development.
ToK is probably the main ‘thing’ that makes
me reflect (effectively) over what I learn and experience. Ideally, CAS should
have built up the routine in me, but I guess CAS never got under my skin the
way ToK did (not surprising: ToK is infinitely more interesting and appealing
than CAS). I remember that my mentor in the years before the IB had to remind
me every week that I needed to do more reflection, and even asked me to take a
booklet and make it my weekly ‘reflection book’. I still never reflect on a
regular basis; rather, I do it the moment after the experience, or when the
situation calls for it. I feel that is quite good enough for now.
(With that potentially confusing statement,
considering the purpose of this post, I will leave you, and quitely wish you a
good rest of this year, and a wonderful new one!)
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